MY TWO CENTS WORTH

The year they took our pennies away I watched goodness die In an Ice storm. It blew across the country, Spurred on by frozen hearts.   In the year they took our luck away, So that they could nickel and dime us To death, The ones who warn us against hell Unleashed it in our cities.   In the year that Abe Lincoln Went out of circulation, He was replaced By a lily-white frost That...
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Rising to Pee

I couldn’t see the snakes. When they came at night, Puffing and hissing around my bed. I slept on the ground Without a light Other than the stars. Glowing softly over my head. Beauty above. Death below. To sleep was an act of faith. Closing your eyes When well you know That fangs are coming. And sooner or later, you have to pee, Wearing chains.     Such a life does something to you. It...
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FREEDOM

Freedom covered me in bubble wrap To protect me from life Because that stuff would surely kill me. It took a while before it was safe to feel again. To look at my face in the mirror and count the bruises. It took a while before I believed That smiles were not a disguise To hide evil.   Freedom didn’t come with a map To help me find my way back home, Or to navigate...
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UNFIT

Misrepresented. The artistic renderings Had cast me as a saint. Separation Makes the heart grow fonder. But it doesn’t teach you how to paint A man you never really saw. The one that left never came back. I did.   No firetrucks came To put out my burning life. It was consumed like wood, hay and stubble. Deconstructed By hellfire missiles. As I sort through the rubble, At the bottom of that pile Is a...
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WIND CHIMES

I’m untouchable. People think my shadow Has PTSD land mines. They keep their distance, Heads down, Safe behind the line Of yellow Traumatic Hazard Tape. No one wants to get blown to hell. Look what it did to me.   Life gave me chains To wear on my ankles. I broke them and made wind chimes. They sing how the breeze doesn’t blow back But forward. That love always rhymes. I have my storms. Depressions...
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MIDWIFE

On my beach Is a maternity room Where poems are born. As both mother and midwife I exist in the middle space; The balance Between gestating ideas And the arrival of Living words.   I don’t create truth. I painfully push it out, Cut it from my body, Wipe the blood from it, Measure its length and weight, Count its toes, Swaddle it in a blanket of words, Then lay it carefully in your arms....
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Sea Glass

I’ve never sat well on a pedestal. My glassware’s always been flawed. I was a chipped vase, tossed out into the waves. Some call it the sea of despair. I don’t know. All oceans have their storms.   Washed up again, I’d been transformed. I am sea-glass, beautifully beaten, battered, reformed! The sea doesn’t discard refuse on the shore. She gives gifts, not garbage. Those broken shells and seaweed are the stuff of life.  ...
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The Journal

This old journal, started in another life. Yellowed pages scratched with old ink. Words written before I had a child, Before I had a wife. When the smell of Humboldt Was a new mystery in my nose.   Forty years separated by one blank page. Between where I jumped off the world And where I landed again. Years filled with love and smiles, Courage, joy, blood And rage.   A single blank sheet sums me...
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Green Duct Tape

We who’ve been broken, are not easily seen. We are hard to understand We make people uncomfortable. Unspoken questions Beneath standard issue smiles; “Aren’t you better yet? It’s been two years now, Get over your fears now. No more tears now.” Their get-well wishes are for themselves Not for me. Not for the one they cannot see. They give me advice on healing; “Just spray some spiritual weed killer On that root of bitterness And...
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Tree

One tree. Lost in isolation. Remote location. Deserted in sand, forsaken. One tree To cover me With the shadow of an untouchable.   What was my rage against that wind? What was my rage against that sun? What was my rage against Isolation? My rage was nothing. I was left to be A solitary man.   From some journeys We do not return.   j.w. McKinleyville, 8/18/25
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